the story has just begun

So little time

2011-02-09T01:56:00.000-08:00

Its been so long since my last post..
I admit im kinda busy in my first year..
So much happened in my life but so little time to absorb everything..
Im gonna end my post here since i have notting to write about..
And also im typing using my phone thus its kinda difficult to write a longer post..
감사함니다 (thank u.. Sorry if the spelling is wrong)..

one month to go

2010-08-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

one month from now, i'm gonna start a new chapter in my life...
as a 1st year student of civil engineering in university of Nottingham.
a lot of people been asking me.."why civil?"..
actually i have no answer myself...i think it is the best field for me to pursue...hope so =)

so my summer holiday gonna be over soon...so lets checkout my 'have done' list
1. sleep------>obviously
2. eat------>daa..need to say more?..
3. learn to cook----->err...ahaa yes2..1 or 2 dishes maybe..
4. learn to play piano---->not professionally
5. vacation---->yup...in my sleep
6. learn about tvxq!!---->of course..and most of my time just doing this..haha..(shut up haters...yea i know i hv no life..so what)
7. too lazy to type so i just gonna end the list here...

sowoneul malhaebwa (tell me your wish)...
iphone pliss...~3gs pun bole...=)hehe

kPOP

2010-07-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

looking at the picture of the header of this blog...
it looks like im into kpop nowadays...yup!
im really into kpop since ive nothing better to do at home so why not kpop..
and yeah im totally into tvxq which currently they are on hiatus..*sigh
whatever~

memory!!

2009-12-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

sedeh!!!!hahaha...dono why~
lepas dh bace blog batch..tetibe rase rindu kat kwn2 seratas..
serius lame gle x dgr cite..so shoutout to pembuat blog batch 23..thanks dowh!!
bile dh dok kt u nie..ade ramai kawn baru..so ak bleh la nk admit kt sini bile ak hepi2 kat u nie ak kinda lupe kt kwn2 seratas...sori!!!
tp ak lupe kejap je kowt....korg alwayz in ma heart..*wink wink*

my desktop..~

2009-10-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

opinion pliz...or rather opinions...heheh~
kinda addict to miley~

SCary ke?...

2009-10-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

ok..i'm telling all of u a story...a sad one...about moi (french work k..)...
i'm terribly terribly bad at making new friend..
how?......some said that i have a scary face...so people doesn't want to get near me...
for the record..ak baek la!!!!!
all of u said that i'm not that nice...
hello people...get to know first la!!
sedeh....ish ish ish

semalaman di student association center~

2009-08-15T09:31:00.000-07:00

1 mlm di sa...~
borink btoi...
weekend neh baru le x blk...
keje ade jugak le siap drp balek umah...hahaha
yg best nye tgk org gado real2 punye td...siap ade palang besi lagik...hahahah...
lepak2 td tgk grey's anatomy pon best je...bilek beso...tv beso...yg tk tv 2 org je...
syok gile...!!!
omo!!...(korean language for alamak)
x study lg...test byk yo next week...!!!mati ako...~
merdeka ak nk blk umah kt ipoh...huhuh bestnye~
tp blk ngan abg ak le...
so fung kalo ko x malu tumpang le...hheheh
currently tgh wat lab report on newton's law....penat seyh..~
dr pagi td smpai ptg dok wat chemistry report je....dh siap akhirnye!!woohoo~
the e.n.d~

skang nie.....

2009-07-31T06:04:00.000-07:00

waa ak sorg2 lg dlm bilek neh...huhuh..
roomates sume blk awai...hampes~
n some people say that our room is so nice...~
nice ke?...bole la...
next week ade test...lab report x siap lg...
x tau nk wat cmne...
so anyone?...help me please..~
skang neh tgh buang mase ak tgk boys over flowers...
x de niat pon nk tgk tp dh ade roomate ak neh minat sgt jun pyo ak pon nk tgk le kehensememannye mamat korea neh...hahhaha
tp x nk tgk skang le...nk mati ke...keje btimbun!!!

busy!!

2009-07-24T18:07:00.000-07:00

flash news!!
i'm in nottingham university malaysia campus now...
life here is so hectic...literally~
to set the record straight...i'm not going to further my study in London because this programme doesn't involve twinning...
ironic kn?...kate biasiswa luar negare sth like that la...hahha
but i'm quite glad to hear the news because i'm so in love with Malaysia..(patriotik sket)
heheh....
study?...bole la stakat nie...after all baru 2 minggu...~
yg plg x best nye kene take malaysian studies...naseb baek lecturer best..!!
stakat neh sumer lecturer best tp ak lonely kat kelas english...sedeh..sob2~

roomates ak best gile..!
due due satu pale...bolela dikatekn cm tu...heheh~

aha just to tell u guys, i have bought my new and first own laptop last week.
it's the sony vaio vgn-cs36gj warne pink la of course....

takat neh ak x pernah stay weekend kt sane...
setiap minggu ak blk umah abg ak...
budak bbm la katekn...heheh

ok lah...got to put a fullstop here...
as is said i am terribly busy..so sorry fung..!
byk sgt keje...kelas full...~biasela tu..budak foundation~

pegi la neh~

2009-07-05T10:25:00.000-07:00

people.....i'm going...soon..~
away to semenyih(x best lgsg name)..
i'm going to university of nottingham...
yeah it is quite ironic since i have never heard of this university before...hahah
so i will stop blogging for a while because i will not bring any laptop yet...
"tunggu la... tgk camne uni tu dulu" kate bapak ak...
ok2...sabo aje la...
so i'm very excited to meet new friends...or friend..haha
for the record, i'm not very good in meeting new people...
to fung, bwk kete ko dtg tmpt ak tau..pstu kuar ngan bebudak um..heheh

my new thing~

2009-06-19T02:45:00.001-07:00

guitar is my new thing..hahahha
tgh sangap gile kt guitar neh...
bole la men 2 3 lagu...
still blaja lg... blaja kat internet je..maklumla kn skang sume dh maju..online je la..
chaiyok!!

update!!

2009-06-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

gile lame ghle x blogging...
actually ak maleh nk log in....hahahaha
ok time 2 update bende2 baru in my life neh...
yg tdekat nk pegi crash majlis kt picc for finale woc...
heheh dh le x de tiket...seratas x msk final...sukati je nk dtg cm tuh je...
weh kalo kene halau kite pegi alamanda tros je....
n note to ija, n fung...baek kite pkai bj kurung je... xde la create attention sgt kn..
pkai yg lawa2 n glam la... fung ko pkai la skirt ke ape ke...hahhaha

for nottingham university, here i come...!!
9th july pegi lorh...
2 3 hari neh busy sket sb nk urus byk gile dokumen....fenin la..~
to faizah ak sedey ko x pegi skali ngan ak...ceh
tpakse ak kwn ngan diana danielle....hehehe
*diana danielle pon msk situ jugak maa~

n so far ak try nk cr kwn yg ade nk msk nottingham...
so sesape yg rse diri die nk msk nottingham, bgtau ak k...
bole kite jd best buddy!!

hmm still trying to improve my english..
i think i can write well in english...
but not the talking part...
i have so much words in my head when i'm trying to talk in english....
so anyone???plz help me!!
how to talk fluently in english....
as far as i know...don't think to much about what u're gonna say...
just go with the flow...~
but hey that's just me...~
so i really desperately need help!!
n for the record... ak bole la ckp english tp ak cm x konfiden je nk kluarkn pkataan2 tuh...

a piece of advice

2009-05-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

pROmIse is a BIG word..!!
don't ever make a promise when you can't fulfil it..
seriously~

n the most important thing...
note to others: i do remember my promises.. (well probably most of all...)
(but i am also a human right, so kalau ade yg lupe2 to sori la...)

note to self: once you make a promise, always remember that at that moment, u have owe that person some sort of responsibility....

PROMISE...

ak mmg x de keje...!

2009-05-24T18:44:00.000-07:00

sgt suke kris allen...!!
muke sgt hensem n innocence je..
sore romantik bangat~

no boundaries by adam lambert tuh music lebey best la..
tapi kris allen nye syok dgr...hahah..ak dh angau~
padahal sblom neh ak penah ckp yg kris allen neh msti kuar awal..
tgk2 die mng...ceh~
sian adam lambert...tp takpe die will be the next archuletta *x mng tp succeess~

conclusionnye...
ak mmg x de keje~

sedeh???

2009-05-24T09:45:00.000-07:00

sedeh gle!!!
sume dh masuk u dah...
ak lonely lagi....~
eleh sblom neh pon ak mmg lonely pon..
to fung..ko nk amek course pe actually?
kt nottings 2 x de ke course yg ko nk?
to wafa n fazah..korang jage usop tau...hehehe
to yg laen...slamat bjaye ye...
banggekn seratas tau!!
hehehe
tu alieff..ko dh dpt surat jpa blom?
ak blom lg neh...takot plak raseneye~

last but of course not the least...
nnt jgn lupe dtg reunion batch 23 seratas...hahahah!!
*note to ketue n pnolong ketue batch la erk..~

finaLLy...

2009-05-23T01:06:00.000-07:00

ok..final result..~
ak x jd masok utp...sori utp!!
so disebabkn ak dpt scholarship mara ak akn pegi university of nottingham malaysia campus sbgai persediaan...
tp takot sb smpai skang x dpt surat lg...
smalam ak mimpi ak x dpt scholarship tuh...
sedeh..huah huah huah~

to fung...cpt la..jd tak plan kite nk pegi nottings nie...?
to adiera n unan n sesape la yg dpt msuk utp..all the best to u guys..
to bebudak um (wafa faizah n usop kot)...blaja lek lok erk...
ija n fung..nnt kite bbm skali tau..hehhehe

ok ok yg penting blaja leklok..
no matter kite kt mane pon!!

konfius...!!

2009-05-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

seyes ak konfius gle neh..!!!
nk msk um or utp?...
utp pon best gak tp takot...~
bebudak kt sane pndai2..ak nie apela sgt..
haa geng pon tarak..~
hampes!!
kalo msk um bole jd kd(kn ija?..heheh)
tp um susah maa...dr hostel ke tempt kuliah jauh bangat...
kene jln kaki..n second year dh kene dok kt luar..
hmm mane nk cr umah?..~ish ish...penin le..
so utp is the best..~
but still waiting for the mara scholarship for overseas..
x de la bharap sgt tapi adela sket2...
but beso kmungkinan x mo pegi luar negare atas alasn ak yg best..tuuuuttt..(x leh bgtau)

so to wafa n ija...maybe parents ak soh pegi utp...
kalo ikut hati mmg ak x nk...
tp ak cm takot x nk ikut kehendak parents la..~

tazkirah gaye aku~

2009-05-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

konfius....~
nk pegi um tak neh?..
wafa ngan ija dh konpem...
ak still tunggu utp neh..
utp is my first choice of course...mara pon bole gak tp x tau la...
kn skang neh ade selsema b@b1..~heheh
bak kate wafa semayang istikharah...mintak petunjuk ALLAH~
hmm ak pon always doa supaye Allah tentukan yg terbaek utk ak..
sb pilihan Dia ialah pilihan TERBAEK!!!
kalo Allah takdirkn ak cm 2 ak kene terime...
same la cm kes utp ak neh...mule2 x dpt pastu dpt kol dr org utp kate ak dpt pegi educamp tuh as a private student...syukran la sgt2...
so Tuhan dh tentukan cm 2 kite kene terime erk~
so kalo Tuhan dh tentukan ak ke um, ak akn pegi um...
kalo x ke tmpt laen yg dh ditakdirkn utk ak...
yg penting ak dpt blaja leklok supaye dpt jd engineer yg bjaye!!

alemak smgat badar trlebeh la plak...
takpola...bknnye [dose] pon..~

borinkkk

2009-04-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

seyes borink gle..!!
weh fung cpt la...jom ar jenjln...
nnt dh nk msk matrik la uni la..kang dh x sempat..isk isk

lupe plak nk cite...
mase besday tuanku arituh ak drive pegi kk ngan family ak...
best gle!!
walaupun adela bebrape kejadian yg x dpt dielakkn..heheh
pncapaian 2nd ak ialah ak dh bole bwk waktu mlm...
eventhough susah la gak sbb mate x brape nk jelas...tp bkn rabun erk..

tamat..!

2009-04-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

suda abes...!!
yes akhirnye dh abes le due due interview ak tuh..
n the latest is educamp utp...
mmg best...
dpt roommate pon bdak ssp n bdak ex-band...
interview sgt seronok maa..~
n sori psl x dpt pegi pahang..
hopefully seratas will go to the final round this year..
result mlm kang..
to bebudak ipoh n kk(areen)
jom jenjln tgk wayang sblom kite msk u or matrik or pepe la..
ak nk tgk hannah montana..korang kene la teman..hehe
bole ar dpt tiket free...
budak penang(wafa)...pon bole dtg maa..
x da hal...bwk le kete ko..heheh

jadile..~

2009-04-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

ok la..ak pegi la pahang tu..
nnt ade org kate x best plak..
to fung..sorila ak maleh ar nk cite pehal ak x bleh pegi at first..kngan je sume tu..heheh
weh maybe kite pegi petang la nek bas...
bpk ak ade hal kot..
ak brterime kaseh la kt bapak ak yg snggup cancel meeting sb nk teman ak interview kt kl..
gle nk pegi sengsorang..cuak dowh...
essay ak dh siap...dokumen2 pon dh siap..
skang nie nk practice for one-to-one interview...

LuLus..~

2009-04-07T19:53:00.000-07:00

yes,yes..!!
alhamdulillah ak dh lulus memandu td...
pade fung slmat bjaye la kt ko erk...
pade bebudak ipoh yg nk jenjln meh nek ngan ak..hehe
pegawai jpj td sume bebaek kecuali yg test ak jln raye...
die x grg tp die x byk ckp..pepe pon..ak dh lulus..!
to uncle jason thanks ye..~
n pade pakcik yg aja ak(x tau name la)...mekaseh atas kegarangan anda..~
n skrang nk focus interview!!!!!!

busy...~

2009-04-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

ok ak dh blk dr tganu neh..
and x de sekor pon nk psn kopok leko kt ak..so lantak korang la erk..
weh kte pegi tepeng ptg la erk...
sb interbiu ak kt kl...mak ak nk shoping jap lepas interbiu..
so maybe ptg or mlm la kot..
kalo ptg naek bas..kalo mlm siva la..!

esok ak nk blaja kete for the last time..
and 8hb ak test..!cuak gle..~
dh lame gle x jumpe pakcik tuh..heheeh
so as a conclusion minggu neh ak busy...
essay utk mara dh nak siap...
skang neh nk praktis kn diri utk jd confident cm wafa+faizah=new me!..kn fung
n nk study sket2 la utk topik2 yg maybe akn nk ditanye...
n wat preparation sket psl bidang yg ak nk amek that is e&e engineering...
expect the unexpected..!
so BUSY...~~hmmm

vaCation..!

2009-04-02T21:36:00.000-07:00

poie pokan..naek basikal..tgh jale..lalala
btoi ke lagu tu?
ak nk pegi tganu nie...ngan fung..heheh
x de la...
pegi ngan family masing2 la...
which happen to be same tempat plak vacation kite kn fung..~
btoi ckp ko kalo ade jodoh kite jumpe la erk..
tganu 2 bknnye kocik...~
kepade sesape nk pesan kopok lekor msg ak anytime..~
ok on no CELCOM ye...

kpd bebudak LSA..~

2009-04-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

to Fung n Hasni...
chillax (chill+relax) le...
bwk kete pon bole jd masalah..heheh
cm la ak ni dh test..dh lame gle x bwk..!
mesti pakcik 2 rindu nk marah ak...
ok ieja ko nk ak ajo ko cmne nk tuka gear rendah kn...
sng je...tkn la clutch dulu then tuka la cpt2..hihih
nnt ko kem slm la kt uncle ko 2 erk..."saya bkn nk marah awk"..hehe alasan gle..~
die takot ko x ske die la tu...

Dear Fung,
apsal la ko x berenti kt simpang..
kalo x bole dh kite jln2 ipoh naek myvi mak ko..heheh

to Wafa,
cmne ngan interview ko..
bgtau la ak cmne tau..

lastly, tahniah kpd sume pengguna maxis yg dh btuka ke celcom..
anda sememangnye buat pilihan bijak..!!
Hidup CELCom
*heheh jgn mare ye pengguna maxis..!
*bkn

Halo..

2009-04-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

ak bkn ckp hello kt korang n ak bkn slah eje..~

From Beyonce Knowles's new album,
(Verse 1:)
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your Halo
I've got my angel now

(Bridge:)
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

(Chorus:)
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see you halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
[ Halo lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
(x2)

(Verse 2:)
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest nights
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like fallin'
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

seyes lagu nie best..!

yeye..!

2009-03-31T19:31:00.000-07:00

yeye tarikh interbiu ak dh tuka..
bolela ak pegi pahang..
bg support la konon..
padahal nk enjoy..hehe
sory la cekgu..kalo dulu pon kitorang dh malas nk maen apatah lg skarang nk tlg ajo..
pade wafa..bwk skali sourvenir tau..haha
mjlh skolah amek nnt la..
to fung kalo nk pegi tepeng amekkan utk ak sekali tau mjlh tu..
last but not least, x pueh hati gambo garuda x dak dlm majalah skolah!

earth hour!!

2009-03-30T00:26:00.000-07:00

earth hour..
hmm rakyat Malaysia nie x de kesedaran lgsg..
bkn sumer la..setengah je..
family ak beria2 tutup lmpu..
tande support la neh..
pastu kitorang kuar arr nek keta tgk bandar ipoh neh gelap ke tak..
hampes..~terang benderang je...
tgh dok rilek2 dlm gelap 2...mata aku pon jd kuyu...
lame2 ak ttdo n tjage bile ak tgk obri wat persembhan af..~
pepon i'm just one person..~

seNTap?...

2009-03-25T00:15:00.000-07:00

sentap...?
pe sentap2 neh...x pham ak..
tp mmg la ak pon slalu gak sentap ngan kengkawan ak...
tp 2 dulu..skang sume wat dono je..
pikir nk enjoy sblom msk u or matrik...

hmm 2 wafa n faizah yg dpt temuduge jpa...wat leklok erk..
jpa byk comp...tapi ak tau korang YAkin..kan wafa..heheh

to bebudak band batch 23..
gle sume nk naek bas seratas..
arituh ckp bebudak laki nk drive konon...
neway nnt 14hb akan jd reunion kte la erk..hehe
alumni band...~
so kte kene enjoy gle2 sblm jd dewase..!

buat wafa..!

2009-03-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

dear wafa...
woi jgn la bace blog ak...
malu la..~
x de bende pon..
ak x aktif lagi maa..
pepon..ak nk sourvenir..hehe!

the climb..!

2009-03-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

we need an inspiration..!
yeah i think i got my own inspiration...
from miley cyrus new song...it's called the climb..
this song is about a person who have lost their own faith..
mcm suda takde keyakinan diri la nie..
she heard a voice tellinG her that she will never get what she want..
but she know she got to be strong..
and will keep climbing to the top..!
gotta be that person...~

"There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb"

this thing..~

2009-03-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

i'm sad of one thing..~
really really sad...
i'm afraid i may not been accepted..
now it's 2.30 am...and i want to talk about this thing to my parents..
but of course they had already asleep...zzz
i just discover about this thing just now..
what i'm going to do now?
i'm very confuse..
Allah, please help me..~

spm result..!

2009-03-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

today,12th march 2008, all the spm victim finally got their result out..
what a big relief!
seriously i'm quite dissapointed with my result but at the same time i feel thanked to Allah..
everyone expect their result to be bombastic..same goes to me..~
tp takde rezeki nk wat cmne kn..
all of all..congratz to all who got straight a's!
waa...sedey~
tp kan saye dpt 8a 2b..alhamdulillah..~
yeye~

cars!!

2009-01-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

vroomm!!!
learning to drive is in progress..
mission 1; listening to the talks is accomplished..
it is quite interesting though...not as boring as i thought..
vroom vroom part 2 in making; taking the exam..!
got to be pass..if not malu la..~
so i got to study the kpp book like i did with my history lessson..hehe~

wild child!!!

2009-01-07T10:23:00.000-08:00

happy new year!
its 2009 already..so fast!
on 26th jan...i will be 18 years old...good number~
anyway so far i didnt do anything yet..
even get a driving license..i'm toooo lazy~
for the piano lesson...i think i should forget about it..hmm
one more thing..a devastating one..
i didnt fill up the upu form for the uni.....i'm so dead..
btw i only didnt fill the form in fasa 1..
i think i have to wait for fasa 2 i guess...what a crap..!

a few days ago, i have watched a movie called wild child..
it is a great movie though...and fyi emma robert is a great great actor..
she have nailed this movie!..great job guys~
in this movie i have learned so much about friendship...i mean a proper friends..
not like i'm have a not-proper friends...
it's just a huge difference between a friend who are always there for u..
and a friend who are not always be there with you..
you know what i mean.~

great song by miranda cosgrove

2009-01-07T10:21:00.001-08:00

should listen to it..
highly recommended

Lyrics

a piEce oF adviCe~

2008-10-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday i watched the high school musical movie senior year...
i can tell you this movie is definately the best among the three of the movies...
this movie is all about your last year in high school...which is kind of like myself..
this is my last year in high school...and i'm suddenly feel everything's too fast...
i will definately miss my friends...my dorm mates... the school..the royal rhapsody...
it's a sad thing to talk about~

hurmm...high school musical also shows something about love...
i'm not an expert for a love between a boy and a girl...but my friend does...
from what i can see, from my own experience...most of my friends who have bf, always crying for their bf...
let me ask you...is it WORTh?...
girls are 100% into their relationship..but boys?...only 1%...
moral of story...this is not the right time for us to be involve in a relationship...

hELpinG hAnd>

2008-10-25T02:14:00.000-07:00

i always lend a helping hand to my friends..
but they never reach my hand for good...
when i give some talk about ISlam...they say..."dh start dh..nie yg ak maleh nie."
Islam suruh kite menyebarkan ilmu yg kite tahu....

itulah ilmu yg aku tahu..ak nak share ngan korang tp korang x nak dgr...

sedarlah diri sket..kite hidup ni bknnye lame...kalau x nak terima dgr jela...
f.y.i....we are not perfect, my dear...~
buat sesape yg terase...sorry erk~

t.R.u.S.T

2008-10-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

let me tell you a story of a survivor..

i live in a world of people pretending to be what they are not..

and i'm sick of it..

grow up people!

don't you guys have something better to do?..

then i'm here.. the survivor from all of THAT..

i'm still praying for i'm not going to that path..

moral of story...be yourself..~

trust yourself and don't give up...you know you better than anyone else..

p/s: this picture is not related..hehe

nEw LeaF?!!

2008-10-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

ola...

ok i admit this is my first time to write something about my personal life..

i even don't have my own diary like some gurlz love to do...

i loathe to write simple stuff..not only stuff..even worse, i hate to write..really~

but i want to turn to a new leaf.. this is a brand new me!

me who trying to love to write her own blog...still tryinggggg.....~